2001-02-28

day 3... day 3... day 3....

well here we are. the corporation dot com evil entity makes people into professional devils. cruelty masked as seriousness. paperwork avalanches fall and crush human spirit. we have our ways to fight back. we joke and laugh around when we are not supervised. we send notices that we are quitting WithOut 2 weeks advance. (good friend and co worker Lydia quit today). We eat and drink with the greying owners of the company once in a great long while to acknowledge the good work we do.

(last nite i did just such a thing, having filet minon and sam. adams and blood red wine, listening to old men's stupid jokes. then we all watched The Matrix, and meditated on how the current man v. gray machine struggle was developing. in this ivory tower.

i am tired, and tired of shit. i worked here for a year, and now i am training with the newbies on stuff that will be out date in a few months. its all about a balance of power. they have no problem in giving me the coded special information that they used to hold dear, now that it is everyday and common. the worker is trod upon. i am the pea. i am the pebble! happy ash wednesday.