2000-12-27

how'd i get so tired? its a mystery. im really confused. am i sick again. are things happening without my knowing it? Behind my back? Gasp!

well sh*t, i guess i'll just roll with the punches. the middle of the holidays punches. people always have needed that time of the year where things were just forgotton. days lived and put away. Dyonisian festivals in ancient greece where people could do what ever occurred to them, and it was forgotten. No need to forgive because it was not even considered part of real time. Shouldn't we consider a day every once in a while to 'not count'? then we could play and be whoever we wanted, and play out the deepest sub conscious fantasies in the 'real' world, and no one would be the wiser. Because when the recorders are turned off in our minds (collective mind, singular), they Really turn Off. (how else can we explain the anonyminity of riots, no one remembers what happened, what it was exactly that made them think it wasn't too far from the norm to overturn a parked car).

But then, i guess corporations would have trouble convincing us to work as much, with all those holidays. Free time = Devils playthings. i had more to say, but im out of time. my time clock rings, time for me to go home and get busy workin on sleepin'.